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I think maybe I can move on now.

Tue, 25 Dec 2007 17:38:26 GMT

I had a dream this morning. Wasn't so much a dream as a memory. Was from one time when Reese made me get in the bathtub with her. Wasn't really erotic or anything aside from the fact we were nude. I got in first, then she climbed in, accidentally smacked me in the face with her boobs. We giggled about it a little bit, then she sat in my lap and we cuddled for an hour or so. Might have been longer, we stayed in until the bathwater was cold. I remember feeling so content that day, and it was the same way in the dream. I woke up, and refused to get up for a couple of hours, no matter how many times my alarm clock went off, because I wanted back in the dream so badly. Eventually I got up, called some people, wished them merry christmas, and it wasn't until I got in the shower a few minutes ago why I was feeling so cheerful. A lot of the anger and guilt I've been feeling over the past few years is completely gone. Best christmas present I've ever gotten. See why I love her so much?

Thursday, November 29, 2007

Thu, 29 Nov 2007 23:41:45 GMT

I was working with an ex boyfriend of brandi's today. We swapped all kinds of stories. I found out more about her husband she cheated on me with too.

Tell me, is an abusive meth addict a step up from me? have I given myself too much credit? Maybe I should just wallow in a ditch or something.

I am the Cookie Overlord and you can't do anything about it

Mon, 29 Oct 2007 16:15:43 GMT

Just thought I'd give an update as to my life thus far. Things haven't worked out as well as I've hoped, but then again, they rarely ever do. I've been working for the past few weeks at a construction site, picking up trash and performing random acts of destruction, which is actually quite fun. Gettin paid 7 an hour, which is just enough to keep me in gas and car insurance pretty much. Friday was my birthday, I'm 24 now. Such an old man. Hahaha.

Anyway, the 2GG Comics site is without an artist, since Nick is too much of a perfectionist and is totally impatient as far as drawing is concerned. I've been asking around every once in awhile, but meh. Too bad, though. I'm sure people would have loved to read about me and Nick's exploits in high school. Flying gerbils, abusive farting games, all that fun stuff. Charlie said she'd do a concept pic for the site when she has time, hopefully that'll get an artist interested in drawing for the comic full time.

I still have the same car that keeps breaking down. Right now it needs a new starter and some plugs and possibly an oil change when I get around to it. Fun fun. Gotta love it. I'm just glad I'm not working at Arvin anymore. That just... sucked. I need to remember to thank Mike for getting me fired. He actually did me a favor. Anyway, lunchbreak is over, and I have some nonsensical stuff to do, such as catch up on my comics and all that. TTFN!

>.> Yes. I just said TTFN.
If you call me gay, I will stab you.

Wow Oh Em Gee!

Sun, 07 Oct 2007 10:10:13 GMT

Well, I was playing starcraft earlier and I started thinking about the human body. Approximately 1/3 of the female body is geared towards reproduction, 1/2 of the glands in men come into play during sex to encourage it. The human body is literally made for reproducing. At the age of maturity, it becomes partially dependent on the hormones released during sex. Without the hormones, certain chemical functions become imbalanced, affecting respiratory, metabolic, and mental functions. I haven't had sex in over three years.

No wonder I'm so bitchy. I need to find somebody. LOL

Porn

Tue, 02 Oct 2007 09:15:01 GMT

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Sat, 01 Sep 2007 04:56:00 GMT

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Friday, June 15, 2007

Fri, 15 Jun 2007 02:58:27 GMT

It occurred to me earlier that oil wrestling is something Reese would have loved to do. I'm all depressed now. WTF?

New Fetish; Proof I'm weird

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 06:35:06 GMT

Was downloading random videos the other day and I came across oil wrestling videos. Heard about it before, but I just kinda figured it'd be lame. Decided to download the videos because, well, let's face it, pure boredm. Started watching them and I was immediately shocked at how much I liked it. Have downloaded a ton of the videos now, simply because I, having no life at the moment due to location/whatever, had nothing better to do. I love the stuff now, and I'd like to try it myself. It'd be pretty fun.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Wed, 16 May 2007 06:57:51 GMT

w00t! Day's finally over! Anyway. Yeah. Posted a new comic on the site, http://2ggcomics.com

Other than that... Gotta go job hunting tomorrow, get at least two apps in for the unemployment office. Then I gotta drop my car off at the shop. It broke again. Well more to be exact, the front motor mount on the passenger side broke again. Rocked the motor too hard when the tranny gear busted. I'm glad I have a relative who's willing to do this shit for me cheap. As it is, I've already put the value of the car back into the car o.O. Oh yeah, guess I haven't posted anything as to why I lost my job. Well, I had a friend who I thought was a friend, but he's really an ex's cousin. We swapped porn, loaned each other movies and games and shit. Was even gonna take him to the club with me the weekend I got fired. He went up and told the lady in the front office that I was INTIMIDATING him. Twisted around a lot of shit I've said against me. Yes. Because giving somebody lesbian porn is intimidation. Mhmm. If that's intimidation, I'm guilty as fuck. People are so stupid. They only back everything I say about the human race screwing itself. Repeatedly. xD Doubt anyone still reads this, but I've got to rant sometimes. Also, Nick. You're a bitch. >.>

Night all :P

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Tue, 15 May 2007 06:56:52 GMT

Happy anniversary babe. I love you and I miss you beyond all possible hope for reason.