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Name: Allen
Country: United States
State: Oklahoma
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Interests: Snowboarding, mountain biking, poking holes in myself for amusement, girls, shooting people with paintballs, lighting things on fire, reading, blowing shit up, video games, computer games, fixing computers, breaking computers, telling computers who their daddy is, Rock (Acid, metal, classic, contemporary, grunge, soft [Queen type soft])
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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

I think maybe I can move on now.

I had a dream this morning. Wasn't so much a dream as a memory. Was from one time when Reese made me get in the bathtub with her. Wasn't really erotic or anything aside from the fact we were nude. I got in first, then she climbed in, accidentally smacked me in the face with her boobs. We giggled about it a little bit, then she sat in my lap and we cuddled for an hour or so. Might have been longer, we stayed in until the bathwater was cold. I remember feeling so content that day, and it was the same way in the dream. I woke up, and refused to get up for a couple of hours, no matter how many times my alarm clock went off, because I wanted back in the dream so badly. Eventually I got up, called some people, wished them merry christmas, and it wasn't until I got in the shower a few minutes ago why I was feeling so cheerful. A lot of the anger and guilt I've been feeling over the past few years is completely gone. Best christmas present I've ever gotten. See why I love her so much?


Thursday, November 29, 2007

I was working with an ex boyfriend of brandi's today.  We swapped all kinds of stories.  I found out more about her husband she cheated on me with too.

Tell me, is an abusive meth addict a step up from me?  have I given myself too much credit?  Maybe I should just wallow in a ditch or something.


Monday, October 29, 2007

I am the Cookie Overlord and you can't do anything about it

Just thought I'd give an update as to my life thus far.  Things haven't worked out as well as I've hoped, but then again, they rarely ever do.  I've been working for the past few weeks at a construction site, picking up trash and performing random acts of destruction, which is actually quite fun.  Gettin paid 7 an hour, which is just enough to keep me in gas and car insurance pretty much.  Friday was my birthday, I'm 24 now.  Such an old man.  Hahaha.

Anyway, the 2GG Comics site is without an artist, since Nick is too much of a perfectionist and is totally impatient as far as drawing is concerned.  I've been asking around every once in awhile, but meh.  Too bad, though.  I'm sure people would have loved to read about me and Nick's exploits in high school.  Flying gerbils, abusive farting games, all that fun stuff.  Charlie said she'd do a concept pic for the site when she has time, hopefully that'll get an artist interested in drawing for the comic full time.

I still have the same car that keeps breaking down.  Right now it needs a new starter and some plugs and possibly an oil change when I get around to it.  Fun fun.  Gotta love it.  I'm just glad I'm not working at Arvin anymore.  That just... sucked.  I need to remember to thank Mike for getting me fired.  He actually did me a favor.  Anyway, lunchbreak is over, and I have some nonsensical stuff to do, such as catch up on my comics and all that.  TTFN!

>.>  Yes.  I just said TTFN.
If you call me gay, I will stab you.


Sunday, October 07, 2007

Wow Oh Em Gee!

Well, I was playing starcraft earlier and I started thinking about the human body. Approximately 1/3 of the female body is geared towards reproduction, 1/2 of the glands in men come into play during sex to encourage it. The human body is literally made for reproducing. At the age of maturity, it becomes partially dependent on the hormones released during sex. Without the hormones, certain chemical functions become imbalanced, affecting respiratory, metabolic, and mental functions. I haven't had sex in over three years.

No wonder I'm so bitchy. I need to find somebody. LOL


Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Porn

It's so  great.  DOn't you all agree?



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